I am in the middle of my secondshortstory about a housewife confined in a vanillacream coloured flat in her third trimester of pregnancy. And still, I do not know how I’m going to come up with anything substantial, creative or intellectual by today because I HAVE NOT ENOUGH TIME. Then again, I am – consciously – revelling in this adrenaline and the overtime working of my brain because this will be the last time I ever work + study (fulltime) anymore. It has been a crazy road, and the very fact that my hair has not gone awry from all the pulling shows that I am capable of this, thank you very much.
While waiting for the people I have not seen in awhile yesterday (chris & fh specifically!), I bought a new book called BANGALORE STORIES – The Red Carpet, and am fascinated, yet again, by the vivid colours that come with saris and smells of coconut oil and flower garlands. I do not dare to venture fiction of that sort because firstly, I’m not Indian, and will never be able to do any justice to the culture as compared to writers who are authentically indian and are themselves. Still, I have storydreamings of construction workers with IDD calling cards and a girl who paints her wall hibiscus red only to find the room shrinking and turning so small that she cannot, can never, find herself.