Revelation:

>> I still panic a little before I start working, and this still happens every time a new term starts despite having done this for about the last twoyears. (WHY!!) New schools and new things do that to me. While I thrive on the adrenaline and heartpumping blood circulation, I freak out a day before and then decide to plunge head-on the next day. I’ve also been instructed to dye my hair back to black (black is IN now, di says generously) and the knowledge that it is my FIRST in a ghetto school makes me want to whip up a leather jacket and go to school in a Harley. Pray Pray Pray Pray! (a little redwine might destress, and im looking forward to that.)

>> I also find I can’t go to sleep with Teh (Tea) + sordid up-to-dates + a favouritevoice in the night. And so I’m grumpy this morning because I had the worst sleep ever. To top it off, respective schools started calling by 7am and I had to be in my element and talkshop even before mom and dad were awake.

>> I want to be in redang. Or on a train travelling across India, backpacking my way through southeast asia, or getting lost in a car in singapore.

Okay. I’ve just been having too much fun in my holidays and having the firstday jitters. I might soothe my horrid nerves with the much talkedabout beef noodles tonight. Can’t wait.
:)