knowing that one’s future is always and has always been arranged before time is a comforting thought.

‘the sense of something being there, quite suddenly and surprisingly, that was never there before. something created, brand-new, so different and innovative that it succeeds in resetting the entire course of lives.’ in a way, i’m acting different and thinking different – which is frightening and scary. it’s a good scare though, and im glad that it’s with another likeminded companion who thinks too much, complicates matters and showers only in the mornings.

funny how everything comes in a manner not anticipated, and in His fullness of grace, has made me see things anew. school has improved and i know that it can only be through prayer and a constant dislodging from one’s comfort zone that i have been humbled and completely dependent on God. i only pray that you can exercise as much grace upon my life (which you have been doing and i am grateful for) because i will never be any where near to perfect.

things said/unsaid, it will take a long journey to break through the brick wall although i’m sure that if (/by the time) we ever get there, it’ll all be worth it.

D.