>> We had an eventful Thursday Dinner with jacqngiam and husbandtobe @ club street. we met 10 different people who didnt know each other, all holding 10 different jobs. i love to meet new people, it’s as if i’m collecting stories. and so, it was a night of cultural exchange about nagaland, passionate watchcollecting, getting married and engagement episodes. i’m so happy for you dear (even tho i know u dont read this)! CONGRATULATIONS JACQ AND FELIX!>> We see policecars outside school yesterday and pupils on bail today and you wonder what and where and when you might ever see them again. i am starting to realise why i am where i am (for now), and despite tiring slash exhausting days, i cannot bear to give up on them.

>> change is exhilarating and spinetingling. it’s scary feeling more settled and mellowed because i never was. that’s what age and experiences do to you i guess. you just want to watch dvds with favourite people, drink teh tahrik or icelemontea, and you don’t mind walking all around singapore with nothing to do. growingold is nice and i cannot wait to turn twentysix (so that i have more life-encounters in my belt).

having finally reconciled things with god, there is freedom admist circumstances.