only 49daystogo

it’s 23:39 on the clock and i doubt somehow there is a point to this. but i feel like rambling because im tired and i feel like a green foldable chair that you can fold up and put into a drawstring bag. i think i will be the one hanging off the ceiling of a provision store with frayed string edges and dusty sides. the supercannotbebothered kind – only cos’ i am too lazy and tired from day’s work + events to even bother to keepupwithapperarance. (vbad iknow!)

on another note, i think it is freaking amazing when you can choose + have your own christmas tree online (yah yah, facebook) and see them slowly load up with presents. i actually unfacebooked myself for a longlong time and only went in again today cos’ my cousin sent me a christmas present! so i had to choose my tree to see my present and then after installing everything i realised that my gift  can only be opened/unwrapped after 49 days! What?! – how come virtual presents also have to wait one!? REALLY, WHAT IS THE POINT OF THAT?

i also love christmas trees. i have always loved christmas trees. and christmas and new york in winter and iceskating and central park. and christmas songs. AHHH. i didn’t realise christmas was coming (i can listen to christmassongs and chestnutsroastingbyanopenfire anytime of the year)! But yay – because then it’ll be the perfect time to watch Loveactually overandoveragain.

Anyway, I had a v.eventful night and spent the whole evening choosing my tree (guessguessguess which one!).