There’s an overflow of adrenaline and joy tonight.

And I am thankful.

I have been putting off this week, yes. Too many things. Too many thoughts. Too many/much fears (countable, numbered). I don’t necessarily enjoy shrinking in size when situations/responsibilities get muchtoobig (like oversized tshirts), but I tend to have a plate piling so high that I get frustrated when I start dropping or losing sight of what’s on top.

But I have been blessed for I have gained much. Great workmates and internet gmailchat support groups. New friends and little lunch surprises. And chanced meetings with lifechangers.

Lately, I have had the greatest opportunity to interview two magicians. I use the term magicians loosely because it is hard and difficult to place them. They are so much more. More than the magic and doves and illusions but of love and god and transparency amongst other things. Of service, social welfare, community, and so on and so forth.

While we shared, gratitude spilled out and over my sleeves.

I also met the owner of Organic Surge who started an orphanage in Kenya as his form of givingback to society. He has one of the greatest products in the world (shampoo and soap that smells like fruits and cream and organic soil). I think it’s simply amazing and I am forever honoured to be at this place where I can meet people who inspire and change the world.

With that said, I ALSO recently discovered that one of the applesofmyeye secretly pays a ramen store every week (despite being short on funds himself) to feed an old lady who lives across the street. She collects cardboard boxes and sleeps outside shophouses. We don’t know much about her.

Be it little things, big things-

May I never forget the reason that I live.