Now, being an entertainment slash celebrity writer has it’s perks. There’s the usual rubbing of shoulders with the richandfamous and interviews with celebs, rockstars (hello dave grohl!) and popstars alike. Then, there’s the events, free champagne and what have you not. I don’t talk about this often, but it’s been great, really. I love the new experiences that come my way and the people whom I work for/with. They’re like family + it’s def. been a godblessing and one that I am extremely grateful for.

Still, like S, I’ve been trying not to let worklife take over generallife. Recent lunch discussions with G, email with S and chats with SW have made me think about this heartabsence that I have been feeling. Is there more to life than chasingafterthewind?

Hurhur. I don’t know what caused the thoughtcrisis, but I realise that I am somanythings (some gd, mostlybad) that I would be nothing without grace + god’s righteousness. And I like the (sad)image of chasingafterthewind. It reminds me of the musical we wrote! Heh!

So I now know what I want the most. It came to me in bitsandpieces because of what I’ve been seeing around me. Being in the lift with Pastor P was haha-funny today! And Z has been such a lifechanger that I am so encouraged and feel so horribly pampered by God! I want to see god. I want to see Him working MOREtangibly (nosuchword) in my life. I want to be different while at work, rest and play.

Whatever it is, I’m enjoying the ride.