Ohdear! I am such a scatterbrain lately! I have unopened work emails being sent to my junkbox when they are not junk at all! Oops. Which reminds me, I’ve got to reply to jan’s RP girl who emailed me abt some interview thingy! I can’t wait to meet up with her today! Funnything is, I always feel a nudging in the spirit if we have not met in awhile. Maybe it’s God’s way of telling me it’s time to connect! Hurhur.

There hv been so many joys (+pressures!) to share that I’m (almost) afraid that I’ll forget them all when we finally do meet! you see, runningtherace can be tiring + disillusioning when you think you’re making this journey alone. i get lost on the longandnarrow road sometimes because you don’t always see whats at the end of it. Ohno I sound angsty- but I’m not. Just muchtoomany thoughts.

I must also confess that I’m such a superlazygirl. with tuition 2x a week and a slew of work events at night, I tend to head straight home after! Still- there’s goodnews galore! This month marks the month sans tuition because the kids are on vacation. I’m sooo looking forward to qualitytime to be spent with mypreciousones. :)

On another note, I am getting vvvfrustrated with the standardofliving here. It is muchtoohigh and I don’t like the feeling of not being able to earn enough to contribute to the family. Tonight, I realise forthefirsttime that my dad + sis are still paying off my masters fees and I felt horrible! My dad is also 60ish and he should NOT be needing to work anymore!