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blue-coloured days

i almost had a heart attack

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I really truly believe that gracious people make allthedifference!

So a v.unexpected thing happened at work today. (Ashton + Jan! Imusttellyou!) 

I am still reeling from the trauma (harhar) – and while I know that lastminute surprises like tt of _____ cannot be helped- I also know our circle can be a very unforgiving lot. Hence, I am in awe of FF – who replied me with such grace+generosity. Bestofall, I also know her backstory and have seen the way she lives her life. Iwanttobelikeher!  

I think she really makes a difference in PR and is a shininglight admist the people!

Now, I really have to learn to forget what is behind + run the race. Learning to forgive+forget and to closetwoeyes! Patience + love! I used to think that doing nothing is a v. passive + weak act but I’m gradually learning that He fights my battles. And the time will come when _____. We’ll stand victorious!

His grace is sufficient for me.

Hello, I’m Alive

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Dear all,

thanks so much for all your concern, smses, emails, tips etc. Last night was the first time I actually slept in 5 days (this after seeing the doctor for the THIRD time). Today, I am feeling much stronger and a little more like a human being.

Im my delirium, I have been in bed dreaming of TV reruns (of all things!). I cannot CANNOT wait to get back to the office tomorrow! Soon, I’ll be able to talk again and eat whatever I like and it is all very exciting. I had my first taste of solid food today (rice and vegetables and egg hurhur) and have never enjoyed Economy Rice that much in my life. I feel I have more than what I want and all that I need. A wonderful bed to rest on. Friends and loved ones. Great hawker food. dreaming of Kay-Eff-See! Being able to work and do something that I love. Vicks. Cable tv. My 5 senses.

I cannot wait to get out into community again.

It’s funny how I feel there’s so many things I want to do now and so many people I want to connect with at this point of time. Upon reflection, it feels as if I was struck down and became mute for days on end. It was slightly awkward (!!) because I had never been THIS quiet and docile before.

And I’m looking forward to listening and not talking allthetime. Hurhur.

Thanks for everything,

Do celebrate with me.

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