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at 635pm when I sit alone on my desk and stare through the polished windows into the neighbouring skyscrapers – everything seems to have completely vanished. save for the little arrow of light that has fallen on the steel panes. Katie’s gone home. I’m never at ease in the cbd when it gets dark. I’m not sure if it has to do with this innate aversion I have towards conglomerates and bigbulkybuildings. But when I leave the office later, it’s going to be dark and it will be surreal crossing the streets the other way round (to meet fang for our shrek movie preview).

I am thankful today because even though privacy has been invaded, I have a new colleague!! It’s nice to have company and dearkatie got me a cup of tea when I was doing work. so im uberblessed : P

Kaye is in India. And I reallyreally wished I could have gone. It’s a 12hours journey to the mountains where she is. She replied my text to say there’s cable tv so she won’t miss AmericanIdol.

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And I’m leaning towards a NikonD40.

Just between you and me, I feel like eating sushi, sashimi, chai tao kwey, indo mee goreng and tearing up tissue paper tonight.

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a great reminder

“We can choose to live today free from the failures of yesterday. Forgiveness is not a feeling, it is a commitment. It is a choice to show mercy, not to hold the offense up against the offender. Forgiveness is an expression of love.

To Love a person, I must be willing to lose my relationship with him. Dependently holding onto anyone or anything but God is, in its final form, idolatry.

People were created with a two-fold need – Fellowship with God and Companionship with other human beings. the greatest need of the lonely person is to ensure that he or she is in a right relationship with God, the great physician. He has a cure for every lack and disorder of the human heart, whether it be spiritual or social.”

I will forgive.
And I will move on.

God, do not pass me by.